So... Heather and I had a day off together. It really meant alot to me. We dressed up all girly and went downtown and took pictures. She's soo amazing. I woke up this morning to her being soo excited because she'd decided she wants to get back into the healthcare stuff...Mainly home health. She's an amazing CNA and I hate that one nursing home ruined her of that passion for a while. Granted...the nursing home was Satan's Spawn. So she called a home health care agency and we went from there. It was really hot today so we didn't get to stay outside long but...it was still fun! When we came home I got to cuddle with her and I must say...holding her in my arms is the most amazing happy true best thing ever. My body was molded to fit hers. Our hands molded to interlock perfectly. She's the best thing to ever happen to me. I know she's been really down in the dumps lately, and I hate that i can't really do anything to help her with that. All I know to do is to hold her when she asks and not push her when she pulls away. She's truly amazing.
On another note...I think family is starting to figure out that we're together. Heather has been talking to her mom daily, but recently her mom has started saying stuff like Heather is a good wife or even if you and Jess were together... It's an interesting concept to think they're finally figuring it out. They're all freaking out about meeting me when we go gambling with Nanny. I don't understand it. I mean... I'm just a girl...Nothing special. I'm nervous about meeting Nanny because I want to make a good impression on her and let her know that I'm a good person but mainly i want to make a good impression because she is Heather's hero. Its a HUGE deal to meet someones hero especially when that person is the love of you life. I mean...Its like...idk I guess I can't explain it but... I want Nanny to like me. Heather and I were talking last night and I want to know all of the stories Nanny has to tell. I want to know everything about her. She fascinates me. She's soo strong and to raise Heather as well as she did she's got some amazing talent cuz....Heather's an AMAZING woman. I could understand if Heather's family doesn't like me, but if Nanny doesn't...I'd probably dislike myself for a LONG time.
Heather is amazing. She keeps saying she feels like she doesn't do anything...I wish I could express just what she does for me. She's my everything.
Alright...I'm Hungry...and I forgot what else I was going to blog about...Well darn...
Jess.
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